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May 02, 2024
Dear Diary, almost 6 mths have passed since my last post. Had some really weird dreams, the weirdest I have ever had. Tried to look it up, but now I think it's better to just leave it be. The time will come for me to know what they all mean.
May 02, 2024
Dear ghost, I am feeling blue. I mostly feel blue for a couple of years now. I am struggling with life, finances, friends leaving the city we lived together, my psychology after break-ups, traumas and etc. I could not back myself up bu myself, it is
May 02, 2024
Dear Diary, I just got some beers from the bottle shop and cask of wine for after in the freeezer . After my appointment I came home to mum softly snoring from her bedroom, so I blazed my pipe and played some pokies on my phone. Now I’m out side at
May 02, 2024
Dear Diary, my mental health team are meeting me in 10 mins at my doctors. I have to get my needle for schizophrenia. I’ll let you know how it goes. X
May 01, 2024
Dear Diary, Another lovely migraine yesterday, definitely the worst one I've ever had, which is saying something. I genuinely wanted to die, fuck the pain was just... Worse than ever I guess.  It crept up on me, and in like 20 minutes it was ov
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I need to slow down… Way faster!
May 01, 2024
Dear Diary, Yeah so I’m sitting outside like I wanted to earlier. Sipping wine (golden oak- fruity). The sun has gone down and stars a pitter pattering the sky. Listening to me and you by Cassie. Kicking it old school.  I’ll let you know when I’m
April 30, 2024
Dear Diary, It’s been a while. New development, I like a girl 🫢. Anyway, went to a Caribbean island on vacation and met this girl. I was immediately drawn to her and idk why. That same day we exchanged socials and she invite my friend and I out th
May 01, 2024
hi again! feeling better today :) I'm still getting blamed for the same thing but i've been laying low these days so i think it should be fine. My mental health is not getting better tho, i'm just as lost and confused as i was 2 years ago. I stopped
May 01, 2024
Dear Diary, Just laying in his bed with my headphones on just chilling and relaxing my body. My hair is in a bun at the back and my fringe is out today. I’m wearing a knitted black mini dress.  Mr crow is wearing a singlet and then as he puts i
May 01, 2024
Dear Diary,  good morning! i couldn’t sleep, not with hotness right beside me. I must of worked him hard because he slowly drifted to sleep. I was obsessed with playing the pokies on my phone. Literally won $300 but could only withdraw $20. So rigge
April 30, 2024
Guys A few weeks ago I told my bff that I like Luke and she supported me.I love her for that but I'm very sad because Luke didn't open my snaps for weeks.He only opened them for like 2 days and now he doesn't even reply ob read my messages. I asked h
May 01, 2024
Dear Diary, okay the taste of love is sweet also warm and wet.  So I made it safely. It was lightly raining here so he ran out with an umbrella. Then the gate to his mansion opens with a click of a button. So I walk in and make myself comfortable
May 01, 2024
Dear Diary, Omg. Guess what? I ordered a driver and I’m on my way to mr crows house. He sounded so soft, sultry and completely sexy over the phone asking how far away I am from his house. Salty. I have a lady driver. I asked to stop into the 7/11 o
April 30, 2024
Dear Diary, I wonder did he notice me first? Did he use the law of attraction on me. Did he think I was cute and I was thinking he was cute.  I did try 11 years ago, to be his girlfriend. But it failed.  I don’t really know thinking back to thos